Thursday, October 20, 2005

Busy

Sorry no recent updates on here. I have been extremely busy. I went to California three times in a month and a half. I had a BLAST. I went to Hollywood and found the most prominent cross dressing/gay bar in town. I went down there for training for management with my company and yes I thought of calling a certain person to hang out. But she is pretty far away from L.A. and I left her number every time I went down. I did however meet a very attractive Latin waiter down there. But I guess the good girl in me decided not to pursue anything. There is a special person here that doesn’t deserve to be hurt.

I also lost a friend to breast cancer while I was in California. She was diagnosed in November of last year and died in less than a year. For someone so beautiful and strong if anyone could have beaten it, it would have been her. I will always miss and love you, Lynette.

And as far as "beautiful" is concerned, He is surprising me everyday. He goes above and beyond making me happy. There is a lot to say about taking someone that knows they don’t know anything about women and showing them. If you have the patience it will be worth it. In fact, it was just proven the other day being the first one to accomplish the “impossible”.

I just had a birthday. Two more years and I will be 30. I can’t believe it is happening so fast. Maybe I should get over my fear and think about settling down. Women only depreciate in value after 30. But I have had my fair share of heartache from men is it worth it?

My ex is calling me and trying to see what I will say about certain issues. He knows I am seeing someone new and asks me questions like “what if I wanted to get back together with you” “I still love you, how can we see each other and not touch you” He is seeing someone new now too. She doesn’t know that I found out that he cheated on me AGAIN. That is why we broke up. I kinda feel sorry for her and her kids.

That is about all my latest news and excitement. I am hoping things will calm down enough so I can put more in depth posts on here. But I need to study for my validations and get that RAISE!